AVIATIONCHAOS's blog

I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER*
I AM A WARRIOR AND A MEMBER OF A TEAM*
I WILL GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE DARKNESS AS IMPOSSIBLE AS IT MAY SEEM
I SERVE THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES AND LIVE THE ARMY VALUES
SIMPLY THE LIFE THAT I CHOOSE
I'LL CARRY YOUR BURDENS HELP YOU FACE YOUR FEARS
PROVIDING YOU WITH SECURITY, SO THERE'S NO NEED FOR THE TEARS
I WILL ALWAYS PLACE THE MISSION FIRST*
I'M A PRECISION TOOL I CAN CHOOSE SAFE SEMI OR BURST
I'M NOT BY ANY MEANS A HERO
THIS IS JUST LIFE THAT I NOW KNOW, I WILL RUN INTO THE HEAT OF BATTLE
THERE'S A LOT OF FIGHT IN THIS LIL DOG
IT'S TERRORS DECISION IF IT'S MY CAGE IT WANT'S TO RATTLE
I WILL NEVER EXCEPT DEFEAT*
THIS SOLDIER IS ALWAYS MOVING FORWARD I WILL NEVER FALL FROM MY FEAT
I WILL NEVER QUIT*
WE SET OUT T DO A JOB HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A SOLDIER GIVE UP AND SIT
I WILL NEVER LEAVE A FALLEN COMRADE*
FOR MY COMRADES ARE THE BROTHERS AND SISTERS I NEVER EVER HAD
I'LL DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOU PROUD
I AM A SOLDIER OF MANY AND EVEN I STAND OUT LOUD
I AM DISCIPLINED PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TOUGH*
FOR GIVE ME GOD A SOLDIERS LIFE IS OFTEN RUFF
AS A SOLDIER OF MANY WE ALL HAVE OUR PARTS
TO PROVIDE A STABLE LIFE FOR OUR AMERICAN HEARTS
I AM TRAINED AND PROFICIENT IN MY WARRIOR TASKS AND DRILLS*
AMERICAN SOLDIERS STAND OUT AS THE BEST WITH EXTRAORDINARY SKILLS
I WILL ALWAYS MAINTAIN MY ARMS MY EQUIPMENT AND MYSELF*
I AM AN EXPERT AND I AM A PROFESSIONAL*
I WILL ALWAYS GIVE EVERYTHING I DO MY ALL
I ANTICIPATE THE DAY THAT I GO "DOWN RANGE"
I WILL NOT LOOK BACK WITH NO REGRETS
NO I DO NOT FIND THAT STRANGE
I STAND READY TO DEPLOY ENGAGE AND DESTROY THE ENEMY'S OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IN CLOSE COMBAT*
BETTER ME THAN YOU
YOU SHOULD NOT GO THROUGH THE HELL I VOLUNTEERED TO DO
I AM THE GUARDIAN OF FREEDOM AND THE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE*
I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER!*
ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU BARE THAT YELLOW RIBBON
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS AND I
DONT BE AFRAID FOR US
WE WOULDN'T WANT TO SEE YOU CRY

SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THAT ABSOLUTE PERFECT TEN.

JUST SOME ONE WHO IS GOING TO GIVE A RELATIONSHIP THE VERY BEST SHE CAN.

SOMEBODY WHO CAN BALANCE BETWEEN HER FRIENDS AND I.

ALTHOUGH THAT SEEMS NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE.

I'LL TRY TO TOUCH THE SKY.

SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT SHE ONLY NEEDS JUST ONE MAN

I'LL PROMISE YOU, THAT IF I AM HIM.

I'LL DO THE BEST I CAN.

I KNOW THAT I'M NOT PERFECT, ALTHOUGH I'D LIKE TO BE.

SO TAKE A CHANCE, AND COME TAKE MY HAND.

YOU'LL ENJOY MY COMPANY.

MY WORST FIGHT, WAS WITHIN MYSELF.

BORN 1 OUT OF 3,

ALONE IN THIS WORLD, NEVER KNEW WHAT IS WAS TO BE.

EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE HAS NEVER BEEN FOR THEE.

I GREW UP LIKE A SOLDIER, A WARRIOR, FOR THE FAMILY AND TO THOSE I CALL MY FRIENDS.

HOW EVER MY MISERY NEVER ENDS.

I'VE SEEN TOO MUCH PAIN, AND CAUSED ENOUGH OF IT MY SELF.

BUT I'M RELIABLE, I PUT MYSELF LAST AND OTHERS FIRST

THIS IS MY LIFE

THIS IS ALSO MY CURSE.

I'M THE ONE THAT HOLDS US ALL TOGETHER,

AND I'LL STAND STRONG AND TALL IN THE WORST OF WEATHER.

I'LL STAND IN FRONT AND ON MY OWN SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO.

I'LL FIGURE IT OUT, BUT I DON'T ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO.

I FIGHT MYSELF ALL THE TIME BECAUSE, I WANT TO DO THINGS FOR ME I WANT MY OWN LIFE.

AND NOW I HAVE IT AND I HAVE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE.

NOT KNOWING THE ROAD AHEAD. IT'S LIKE COMING OUT FROM BEHIND A CLOSED DOOR.

I FEEL LIKE I'VE WALKED OUT ON EVERYONE I KNOW AND LOVED.

INCLUDING MY OWN 2.

I SUPPORT THEM ALL AND I STILL DO. I ALWAYS WILL. BUT AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING?

THERE'S A NEW TUNE THAT MY SOUL IS STARTING TO SING.

I NO LONGER HAVE THE DRAMA, I DON'T HAVE THE PROBLEMS

I'VE CLEANED MYSELF UP, AND STRAIGHTENED MYSELF OUT

NOW WHATS THAT ALL ABOUT.

I'VE BECOME MORE. DRIVEN AND DETERMINED 4 SUCCESS.

I'M WORKING MY ASS OFF TO GET AHEAD.

AND I WONT STOP UNTIL I'M DEAD.

YEAH LIFE'S A HUGE PARTY.

I TRY TO LIVE IT UP.

I ALSO TRY NOT TO GIVE UP.

MY WORST FIGHT EVER HAS BEEN WITHIN MYSELF.

I FIGHT MY DEMONS, AND BATTLE MY HEART AGAINST MY THOUGHTS.

I WISH I KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO FAIL.

SO I COULD LEARN FROM THAT.

FOR NOW, I'LL SETTLE FOR WHAT I KNOW FROM GETTING KNOCKED DOWN OR BACK

BUT I'M NEVER DOWN FOR LONG, I'LL ALWAYS SNAP RIGHT BACK UP ONTO MY FEET WITH A FULL FRONTAL ATTACK.

THIS IS MY LIFE SOMETIMES GOOD MOMENTS HAPPEN WHEN YOU LIVE IN HELL. COME KNOCK ON MY FRONT DOOR.

THEY'VE TOLD ME THAT I COULDN'T.

I SHOWED THEM THAT I CAN.

THEY SAID I'LL NEVER BE ANYTHING.

I SHOWED THEM THAT I AM.

THEY'VE SAID THAT I'LL NEVER MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

THEY SEE NOW, THAT I HAVE AND ALSO WHAT I'VE GIVEN TO DO SO

I FEED ON THEIR NEGATIVE OPTIMISM AND MOCK ALL OF YOU.

STANDING HERE PROUD AND DEFIANT.

DOING WHAT EVER IT IS, JUST THAT I DO.

DON'T TELL ME THAT I CAN'T OR THAT I WON'T.

BECAUSE I WILL AND I'LL DO IT IN SPITE JUST FOR YOU.

I'M A SURVIVOR, A CHAMPION, A GUARDIAN A COUSIN, NEPHEW, A FATHER

ALSO ONE STRONG SON.

SO WHY DO YOU BOTHER?

WITH YOUR ATTITUDE, YOUR DOUBT?

I SUPPOSE YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW ME AND WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH

SOMEDAY YOU'LL GET IT, SOMEDAY YOU'LL FIGURE IT OUT

JUST EVERYTHING THAT'S DRIVES ME

ALL THE THINGS THAT I'M ABOUT

DESPITE THE RISKS, DANGERS AND CHALLENGES

KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS TRY

I'LL GIVE IT EVERYTHING I HAVE

TO SUCCEED, TO PULL THROUGH

WHETHER ITS FOR ME OR IF IT'S FOR YOU.

I'LL ALWAYS BE THE SHOULDER TO CRY ON

THE GUARDIAN THAT KEEPS US ALL SAFE

LOVE WAS NEVER MEANT FOR ME

THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS

I DON'T SEE MY SELF EVER LOVING ANYONE LIKE I DID IN THE PAST

LOVE IS SO HARD TO FIND

ALSO DIES OFF A LITTLE TO FAST

FOR ME, MY SOUL HAS BECOME DARK,

MY HEART, COLD AND LOCKED AWAY

NEVER TO RETURN

TO EVER BE TREATED THAT WAY

I GOT OVER MY OWN PITY

DWELT WITH MY OWN PAIN

YOU'D THINK THAT BEING LONELY

WOULD DRIVE ONE INSANE

I'M GOOD WITH THIS, I REALLY AM

SO I TAKE EVERY DAY

BEING MY OWN MAN

I HAVE MY FAMILY, FRIENDS MY CHILDREN

WHAT MORE DO I NEED

A LOVE FROM ANOTHER?

WHY?

SO I CAN PUT MY HEART THROUGH ANOTHER STAMPEED

BUT IN THIS FAMILY AND AS YOUR FRIEND

I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE

YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A FRIEND THAT'S DOWN TO RIDE

I'LL LEND YOU MY HEART TO COMFORT YOUR PAIN

I'LL BE YOUR SHELTER WHEN EMOTIONS START TO RAIN

I'LL BE THAT GUY THAT STANDS AND DEFENDS

I'LL BEND OVER FOR FAMILY

UNTIL MY BACK BREAKS AND BENDS